Nowadays, im visiting mac often for its APPLE PIE ! LOL went out of sch and back to sch again -.- if i knew i had to RUN back to sch, i doubt i'll leave in the first place. band meeting and thinking of it i just feel like jumping off some building . ITS TIRING ! and also stressful lahh! walao eh! the three main ppl why im still in band - sat bf, andre and yixian and two reason was sacked off! not even a single post is left! im so pisseddddd~ ! arrgh! and the third person keep saying he wann join them . walao eh! that means im left alone in band lahh! sucksucksucksuck! im so fucking depressed, stress and frustrated! how i wish ms lee is still here lahh. the two teacher both say different thing. and want ME and GRACE to follow them. if different opinion, FOLLOW WHO?! then both so 'DETERMINED' in their own choice. like i always say, when two country is at war, the worst off is the citizens ! i know this aint country or whatever. but ITS ABOUT THE SAME! sigh. im so depressed now. i just feel like dumping everything into the dustbin stay at home and nvr go out again! niko's hse and watch ARMY DAZE. funny alright x) hahahha !
bf, get well soon lahh okok :D rest well. DONT GO SCH TILL YOU TOTALLY RECOVERED! HAHAHAHAHAHHA. just joking. take good care of yourself. i wann see you on saturday de (: if really cant see nvm. I GO LOOK FOR YOU ! HAHAHAHAHAHA :D im mean, isnt it x)
To chocolato and peppermints who gave me good advices which had fallen on deaf ears: Im sorry for not listening to you. I know that you're right. but i just dont want to face the reality at that time. I kept finding excuses and looking back, it's a stupid decision , to choose the same person over and over again. Im not saying that i regret choosing the same person though. Im glad that i made those choices too. He made me understand some stuff which none can so far. and the most important thing i learnt is that , Never patchback with someone who made me cry. But now, i wont make the same mistake again (: congrats your pal, wont you? She've found her way out and also a better guy too :D
